I wish all the best for your future reading.
My adivce, if I may, would be to broaden ones scope outside of the sceptics and believers to some degree and go in search of independent scientific research - with no NDE agenda either way.
- like cognitive neuroscience.
I wish you all the very best with that.
The reason is some in NDE circles are going around, literally, in circles (particularly people like Prescott, Fenwick, van Lommel etc) because they are not up to speed with the latest brain science or clearly do not understand it. Their reasoning is very poor indeed.
If you do this - my hunch is you will really start to see applications and failings of this new knowledge - from which I am sure you will generate useful thoughts and questions. This, could be seen as a form of progression.