Trecena Observation #1 (0/13 day count)
Free Words:
Yesterday I spun the wheel. It looked different then it has before, the symbols didn’t seem to be on a flat surface. In the past I have seen it do stranger things, but still I haven’t seen it like this. My eyes can follow the outer edges easier then ever before.
I notice one odd observation in particular. In the past I timed the spin a couple different times. It always stopped after approximately 7 minutes. This time the spin lasted 13 minutes. I spun one way, then the other to counter-balance the burn of light as it enters my eyes. This gives a total of 26 minutes of spin time. I am not going to jump to any conclusions about this, simply keep note of it.
During the Spin my mind goes in and out of thought. I suddenly feel like the Chinese Kid from enter the Dragon, who gets hit on the head by Bruce Lee for staring at the finger when I should be seeing the moon. I have been losing too much time, not looking where I should be.
As the wheel slows my mind stops. Memories of the year it holds return to me a little bit. Then mild flashes, nothing outstanding, but there nonetheless, return to my mind briefly. I feel a sense of loss; I have lost so much time. So much I feel I need to get done, I am overwhelmed. It seems impossible. I don’t know where I am.
At this moment I have sudden Déjà vu as I write this. I never did this before! Where is it coming from? It is not so important. I must get my tracks and then get on track. I am lost at the moment. I do not dream so much anymore, and my dreams that I remember fade away into ambiguity. Enough.
NOTE:I am shaving roughly every 3 days at this point in time.  |