“Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo
Trecena Observation #3 (13*2 day count, 02.19.2008-03.02.2008)
by Jozen-Bo”
Free Words:
For the last 13 days I have stopped. So, there won't be as much to report this time. Time has sped up and passed by quicker these last 13 days. Today was unusually quick. I have noticed some other people around me feel the same. I stopped for a few reasons. I will discuss them later. For now, it is important that I resume and carry on.
My awareness has gone down slightly. I can feel the affects sinking in to my cells still. Things are still happening, but they are harder to describe. There has been a lot of difficulty lately. It takes WILLPOWER to push through the limits as those limits try to bind me. I am being challenged in many ways on many different levels. Its not easy.
I have been dreaming more every night for the last 13 nights, even though I haven't spun during this time. My dreams continue each night to get longer, more vivid, and clearer. My subconscious is communicating to me directly, I wake up feeling and remembering the dreams much more clearly. Even more important, I understand what they mean. For example: Last night's dream was a very clear message to continue. The feeling moves me.
My mind has been communicating to itself a lot these last days. As I said the affects are settling in. I am not seeing as much directly with my eyes, though I am still seeing energy here and there. There is more going on under the surface, in my inner senses, then there was before. This makes it more difficult to describe.
I feel where I am better then before. I feel more grounded. It is a good time to continue. I find that I am very close to the Singular Point of Phenomena, from there I can feel everyone's emotions all around the world. Its as if I am inside of everything and everything is inside of me, which is actually how things really are. What makes this exceptional is that I am sensing this directly.
Not as excited lately. Worn out a little, even more as I spin less. I came close to making some decisions that are best described as a resort. They have been avoided. I am focusing a little more on my rhythyms. They need tuning. Much to do, it seems more overwhelming then when I was spinning, but it also seems not so important. I feel more peaceful when I am not stressing about the importance. I am not responsible for this world...am I? Then again, if we all have an attitude like this...we are bound to lose the human race. Trying to stay balanced isn't always easy. The middle way is evasive.
If it is true that I have zeroed in on the singular point of Phenomena, then I have access to everything in existence and I am accessing everything in existence. If this be real, then this sort of Power beckons the highest responsibility I can think of. I need to go Lightly. Does it all matter? Always!
I am out of words for now...I am tired and have to work...I will go and spin the calendar now before it gets too late and I am too tired to put forth the effort.
NOTE:I only needed to shave once in the last 13 days.  |