“Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo
Trecena Observation #5 (13*4 day counts)
March 14th, 2008 - March 27th, 2008”
Free Words:
I would like to begin by noting I am 4 days late. It seems to be a pattern. Is this a tribute to the Mind Portal not working as it should? NO! I haven't been spinning it like I should, so there isn't much to report, still I must report the truth as it happens to me. I have been carried away in an effort to get exposure to this, IT DESERVES IT! I realize that though the idea is correct, I am over doing it- I will continue with the original plan (to get people aware of this, to share it), but I will now expand that plan and slow down to speed up. How? I am going back in, as when I go into the Mind Portal, I am not just going into my mind, I am going into Everyone's Mind. If I change there, Everything and Everyone will change here. It won't happen at the same rate for everyone, but is will happen. I am confident, bold, fearless, determined, focused...I will NEVER GIVE UP!
I have a lot to write this time, it is my 666th post and I love to toy with numbers, I have been pondering and waiting in consideration how to post this post. Is there something about this number, you decide! I am 6 feet tall, 6 inches, and 6/16th of an inch. Does that mean anything? Are we stupid? Are we going to become numb with fear at a number? This is my take on it, nature made me this height to test and screen weak-minded people from using this portal, if one is fearful of a number then how are they going to bring their fear into the Mind's of others using this? They will probably make the irrational connection a moron would make and avoid it. Good! (If 666 is scary, beware of 1,293,823,549,785,342,097,815,478,910,239,547 because it is going to get you! )
Nature, God, the Universe- what ever you call it seems to have made things turn out this way. What's next? The evil color? The evil race? Evil is a phantom, if you believe in it then you crystallize it into your existence, in the Absolute there is no relative Evil or Good, there just is. But this is a Trecena Report and it appears I am digressing (but I am not). So...where is my head at?
I have been going through a lot lately, its been wearing at me. But, I seem to get reinvigorated before I reach a point of giving up, something springs up in me and around me and I feel even more charged then previously.
I haven't been seeing much energy, hearing much of anything out of the ordinary, all my senses have reverted back to almost normal (I have been seeing a little energy here and there). My thoughts in my Mind and the Inner activities have also reverted to what I would say is almost normal. I look at my wheel and it is difficult, it reminds me of what I am suppose to be doing. Are things changing?
Yes! Though time has been returning to the sense of zipping by without acquiring the feel or meaning that it does when I am engaged, it is still slower then it was a few months ago before I began- when at this time the days were going by as if in a few minutes. I am not going to leave this world with regrets for not trying my best, and I know in my heart I am trying my best to bring value to this world. Whats been happening to me lately?
These last 5 or 6 days I have been dreaming more deeply then normal. I have been contacted in my dreams, sending me a jolt and a message to go with it. And because of this I am now back tracking (catching up on my notes of the past, which hasn't been noted) and picking up my tracks, my journal is out and being filled with dates, being prepared. I have recorded these dreams, starting with the dream that activated this change. Thus, as I begin to fill out the Dream Calendar it will begin with this night.
The nice thing about the Dream Code is it is no code at all. I simply make up a symbol on the spot in the morning as I fill it into the calendar. It takes very little time, 2-5 minutes. If I didn't dream I fill in stars. Its that easy! And my Inner Awareness repeatedly keeps informing me that this Dream Map is also a door to the dream world. I know from personal experience that if one records their dreams, thinks about them, and sees them visually as they play them back in their Mind's eye then they have clearer, longer, more vivid dreams. What does a Dream Map look like (which is without a doubt a powerful versoin of the Mind Portal- the Dreamer's Mind it closer to the subconscious as we encounter our subconscious in our dreams- we are confronted with it if we live our waking lives consciously)? I will post a smaller example I made over two years ago, imagine this at 3 feet circumference, giving more space to place more detailed symbols into (symbols that remind- I know because in this example are 5 symbols based on real dreams I had and every time I see them (as small as they are) I can remember the entire dream):
By jozenbo at 2008-03-27
Making a Map is the road to Mastery! Then, when I become a Dream Master I can do great things in my sleep, I could full fill any fantasy, I could heal extremely fast (studies have proving that there are states One can reach in the Dream state that can heal long term chronic illnesses over night), I could play God and make the Universe, anything my Imagination wants. What would it want? I guess I'll find out.
I have begun tracking, even though the 2nd code isn't finished. I don't need the code to keep track of what I do as I do it, I simply need to write down the key words, such as: took a bath, caught the bus, went on the forums, talked to my mother, etc. I need the code to encrypt this information into the symbols, and that will be done soon enough!
Last time I wrote some rather thoughtless remarks about where I had worked, I now am catching my error and refuting it. The place I worked at has actually been the warmest atmosphere I ever worked at in my whole life, my colleges where amongst the most considerate and thoughtful people I have thus far worked with, having a good sense of humor, and it has been a pleasure to get to know them and work with them. The work simply ran out, so the firm did what any firm does...conserve it resources. They wrote me a very good reference and I already have over 10 jobs to choose from! It has been an honor to be there!
As to my immediate supervisor, she was the one who got me the job in the first place, she made the decision and it is because of her I had the opportunity to work there in the first place. She's a nice person and I am glad I know her. I myself am somewhat of a flirt, so that is life. I am happy that we left on good terms today and that I am not burning bridges in my wake.
As to my next job, I am confident it will be the right job to develop the experience I need to succeed. I will go into research, business management, and development of this enterprise concerning the Mind Portal at the exact right time, I needn't worry, stress, get frustrated, nor angry. Life is too precious!
This is in no way digressing, its where my head is at, where my Mind is at. Seeing energy isn't as important as seeing value. Standing firm and remaining unfettered is a crucial key. Now that I am tracking once again, I am soon to enter the cutting edge of the Mind Portal, and will be able to get the most out of it, so that I can live up to the potential that is life .
NOTE: I have shaved 3 times during this 13 day period.  |