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Old 07-20-2008, 10:55 AM
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Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo
Trecena Observation #7 (13*6 day counts)
April 10th, 2008 - April 22nd, 2008


Continued-

Other things started to happen. I began to see different kinds of portals. A new design began to appear in my mind, far more advanced then any of the ideas I have ever had. This version I use now, the one that I show is just a prototype. I have already worked out over 30 different calendars in my mind and over 20 different devices as well. But this design that appeared today is by far the most fantastic, complex, and mind boggling of any. Its way beyond me, only a vague...memory. I have neither the time nor energy to gather the information I would need to complete it. Even if I did, I haven't the resources to make it. I have many secrets, not by choice, but by lack of time- there is more in my mind then I have time to explain. This report has leaked a big one, one that I secured for some time as I felt it would jeopardize any prospects of other people ever getting involved. I figure by now, better to be straight forward about the dangers of going deep within the Mind Portal...within your own mind. Who knows what others have buried within their subconscious that they'd rather keep buried, or what will happen if people face their inner demons? Of all my secrets, I would gladly discuss any and reveal anything that is there to, one needs only ask the right questions. Even if I spent my entire life putting it all out on paper, I could at best get out only a portion of whats there, thus the rest remain secret. I suspect that if one enters the Mind Portal, everything will happen on its own and all that stuff I could never say will become known without me ever saying it, it will spring up from within. There is but a few exceptions, that which my mind keeps secret from itself, information the is time locked and activated by certain sequences and events that unfold in time, this stuff is impossible to retrieve, I can only feel that it is there in the future, I can't access it. And, this device that I have glimpsed at, I am incapable of discussing it, as it is time locked as well.

Everything is starting to make sense more then ever before, and at the same time, there is so much frustration that I must deal with, patience is not one of my greatest virtues. Also, despite this I find that I am still struggling with decisions and that there are more questions and that they feel more urgent then they have been. I am beginning to see energy move all around me as I write these concluding words. This being the 7th Trecena, it corresponds to Sahasara! There is a pattern hidden in the pattern. There is more to say, at another day.


NOTE:I have shaved 2 times during this 13 day period.
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