“Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo
Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo
Trecena Observation #11 (13*10 day counts)
June 1st, 2008 - June 13th, 2008”
Consecutive Mind Portal Spinning Days:7
Total Mind Portal Spinning Days: 65/130
Free Thoughts
It has been 13 days since my last Trecena observation, though I have experienced it as being much more than that. When I run my mind back through time up until that point in time, I find it reaching a vast distant more then usual, and the feel of both its passing and memory of passing feels more like a good month or two.
I feel time in many different ways. It would take some time to distinguish all the differences. I didn't reach 13 spins, though I am not worried about this changing. By the next Trecena observation I will have 26 or more and surpass my previous record. I LOOK forward to it.
I have decided to change how I keep records. If I spin a day, I add one, if I don't I subtract only 1. This feels more accurate at this point.
I am relaxed. It is becoming even more complicated then before for me to explain what has been happening. The very thought of doing so overwhelms me at this time, so I won't even bother trying. Instead I will go straight to the 10 senses.
Observation of the 10 Senses
1. Feeling/Body -The full range. I am going to resume Kriya Tantra Yoga to relax even further, staying relaxed, calm, and centered is crucial if I am going to descend into the depths of Mind.
2. Hearing -I have been hearing sounds amplified many times over. A few days ago I listened to the ultrasonic sounds of some bats flying outside by my place. There where about 30 or 40 of them flying in circles catching bugs to eat. I could even hear their wings flapping from a good distance, the sounds many times louder then normal. Other sounds too I am hearing amplified.
3. Seeing -For a while I have been only catching glimpses of energy, enough to put the experience in my code. Then, nothing happened for 2 days and I began to wonder, I didn't see anything. Then, just yesterday I saw very clearly a stream of silvery white energy coming out of my wife's stomach. I looked away three or four times as I played my guitar and sang. Over a period of 10 minutes I saw the energy the entire time. It was flowing like a stream, a current of silky ether milk, perhaps the word Chi best describes what I have seen. It most certainly feels right to call it Chi, when I think about it, it was Chi.
So I can see Chi, like the Ancient Oriental Masters...sometimes! Or maybe its called Prana? I'll have to pay closer attention to see if there is enough sensation to cause me to distinguish between these two. I need to start naming the energies I remember seeing, so far I could list about 60. Though, in this last 13 days I have seen roughly only 5 or 6, while seeing this Chi flow consistently for the first time. It would definitely be 1 to add to the list.
4. Smelling -My sense of smelling has been unusually sensitive. Odors stand out, I smell them many times more then before. I sometimes can smell as many as 30 or 40 odors from a single breath.
5. Tasting -My sense of taste has improved and so has my appetite. Not enough to emphasize too much.
6. Intuitive -AWESOME!!! Nuff said.
7. Mental -My mind is running through so many thoughts each day, more then ever. I recently hit a deep point in my mind and both heard and felt something within myself speak to me. I can easily distinguish between when I made the thought and when not. I didn't make it, it sounded like someone telepathically speaking to me. But it was my voice. The amount of energy my brain used when hearing was like a kick in the head. Whether it was an automated response from my subconscious or actual telepathy doesn't concern me, I was rather amused at the message, which was short and very brief. It said with intense aggression "GET THE **** OUT OF MY MIND".
I had to laugh then and I laugh now. Whatever function in life it is that keeps us where we are actually crystallized into this confrontational experience. I confronted myself for a second. I am not going to listen. I doubt that was even the true intent behind the message in the first place.
8. Karmic -Free. The bonds of bad karma broken. I cannot suffer attachments as I have.
9. Universal -Waves of information are flooding my mind. I can see how to do things and make things possible that would sound absurd and unbelievable. I have reached a point where there are things I simply cannot say. Lips have sealed. Still, there are other things I could easily say, but something of my mind won't even begin to allow it, it seems to override my ability to decide to share the knowledge. Some of it is flat out time locked.
10. Void -Not like that 23 day stage of clarity. But I feel things building up. I am preparing my mind, body, and heart to navigate into the void.
3 Questions
1. Have you experienced anything out of that which is ordinary for you?
Yes!
2. Are you up-to-date on keeping track of your life and observing its unfolding patterns on the calendar?
Yes!
3. Have you done anything unusual in your conduct or are the patterns of your routines any different?
I have been adjusting to the use of the new code, and I find that as I scribe it down a great deal runs through my mind. This system is building upon the spinning system and the sum is greater then the parts. I will soon add Kriya Tantra Yoga to help stabilize myself while at the same time adding to the results an even greater sum.
Also, for the first 2 days while I was writing the code into place, I could see swirls of energy moving through my hand and connecting to the paper, and swirls of shadowy energy coming out of the paper where the symbols where scribed. I felt like I was in a very deep trance while doing this, and I felt as if I was outside of time itself, not entirely here physically, in two places at once.
NOTE: I have shaved 3 times during this 13 day period.  |