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04-14-2008, 03:10 AM
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 I have so many questions...... what does it feel like do you go in to a trance like state? do you spin it? do you have to? i've been trying to build my senses. especially seeing energy. would you say that you could then read auras? i'm still a little fuzzy on how to chart. i understand writing everything down in a note book, so one day per little rectangle(ish) spot? the pattern though, do you have to blend the symbols to get the pattern you showed above? sorry if i am going on and on. i am just fascinated. should i be worried about using this, like how do you know if you are ready? i do meditate. but i also use holosync technology to help me. i have been meditating like this for about 6 months and for about 6 or 7 months before that. my curiosity for everything in life it so strong. i want desperately to tap in to what i know i can use in my mind. can you send me a wheel. how long until i should start noticing changes?  |
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04-14-2008, 06:34 AM
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When entering a trance the feelings that accompany this state of Mind can vary greatly, depending on many factors, such as how deep the trance goes, what method was used to induce the trance, how long one has been practicing trance induction, and other elements. I find most trances I go into to feel light, that the energy is flowing more freely, my mind is able to handle many thoughts with greater ease shortly after, and it seems to clear lots of stress up. Deeper trances are harder to describe, I suddenly become aware of so many things that are related to where my mind is focused. If the trance goes deep enough, I find that the room around me begins to sway and blur, and I begin seeing energy more directly then normal. I feel a buzzing, a calm, and a spaciness. Quote:
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If you want to see energy, this will work 100% of the time. I will post a checkered pattern I designed to train the eyes to see energy (I think I may have already posted it, but I'll post it again). The black absorbs the most light and the white reflects the most visible light. As this pattern collapses into the Eye and hits the rod receptacles, they are stimulated by minimum and maximum waves of light, causing new pathogens to emerge while stretching others. I can't predict how long it will take- I spun this pattern on a bike wheel for about 30 days before I began to notice energy all over the place. I know someone else who began to see energy after 2 days of spinning. But it will happen if one persists.  By jozenbo at 2008-02-12 Quote:
If you are keeping track in a journal it will be easier for you to see where you time goes and make a code based on this. You might also want to consider goals that certain symbols would signify once you have made them happen. And the things that happen on their own, such as when someone calls you. Also, allow the code to build as it unfolds, new experiences will require new symbols to keep track of (I found that I needed to do this after about 6-7 months into the first code- as I was seeing too much energy and having too many paranormal experiences). Here is an example of how one day of my day tracking journal looks like:  By jozenbo at 2008-03-21 Quote:
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If you begin tracking a code into a year map, you will notice huge changes before that year is over. You will also find this to be a challenge, your commitment will be tested in many ways. If your Will and determination to get that year track is strong, that huge impacting changes will happen before it is over. Depending on what methods are used, you can experience changes in as little as 2 days. If you want earthshaking experiences, make sure to explore many different meditation techniques. Then use the map to keep track of your efforts and the results of those meditations. Without doing this, you won't attract the greatest changes. The map won't do as much if it isn't complimented by the spiritual practices of meditating. To put it another way, as I did the first time I wrote about this on the internet, the map will give great experiences and unfold tremendous levels consciousness. So will doing Tantric Kriya Yoga! However, when the two are mixed and merged, they amplify each other's results beyond the ability of words to properly express. Its a matter of mixing activities, and time sequences. The right formula unfolds the grandest path. The results of anything you do and anything that interests you will be greatly enhanced when they are observed, and the Mind Portal provides a great means to observe them. I will provide a link where 6 PDF's can be downloaded for free, along with a 40 page manual I wrote a few years ago. 3 of the files are 36x38 for USA printing format, and the other 3 are A0 for European printing format: Free File Hosting Made Simple - MediaFire Unfortunately, I can't send the wheel...its a little too big. I will put together some instructions on how to build a basic wheel and post them soon. Altogether build a wheel shouldn't cost much. The calendars should cost about 4-5 at a print shop to print at full size, and using a home-printer you can print 8 inch by 11 inch sized maps for free. They are useful for getting a feel for what this is, but they don't provide enough space for an effective day code, and the the larger full size has a stronger affect visually one the Mind when looked at. I do apologize, I hope soon one can simply go on the market and buy wheels made specially for spinning these maps for a low price. Maya 12-21-2012 (a person) started a page where one can see the manual I wrote as well as some other information, the link: Maya 12-21-2012 Mayan Prophecy: Miscellaneous 2012 (This link provide some 100+ pages of information regarding the Mind Portal, lots and lots of pictures to help give visual information and understanding!) Please feel free to ask any other questions! Thanks, Onthenatch!!! All the Best, Jozen-Bo  Last edited by Jozen-Bo; 04-14-2008 at 06:43 AM. |
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07-20-2008, 09:49 AM
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 “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #5 (13*4 day counts) March 14th, 2008 - March 27th, 2008” Free Words: I would like to begin by noting I am 4 days late. It seems to be a pattern. Is this a tribute to the Mind Portal not working as it should? NO! I haven't been spinning it like I should, so there isn't much to report, still I must report the truth as it happens to me. I have been carried away in an effort to get exposure to this, IT DESERVES IT! I realize that though the idea is correct, I am over doing it- I will continue with the original plan (to get people aware of this, to share it), but I will now expand that plan and slow down to speed up. How? I am going back in, as when I go into the Mind Portal, I am not just going into my mind, I am going into Everyone's Mind. If I change there, Everything and Everyone will change here. It won't happen at the same rate for everyone, but is will happen. I am confident, bold, fearless, determined, focused...I will NEVER GIVE UP! I have a lot to write this time, it is my 666th post and I love to toy with numbers, I have been pondering and waiting in consideration how to post this post. Is there something about this number, you decide! I am 6 feet tall, 6 inches, and 6/16th of an inch. Does that mean anything? Are we stupid? Are we going to become numb with fear at a number? This is my take on it, nature made me this height to test and screen weak-minded people from using this portal, if one is fearful of a number then how are they going to bring their fear into the Mind's of others using this? They will probably make the irrational connection a moron would make and avoid it. Good! (If 666 is scary, beware of 1,293,823,549,785,342,097,815,478,910,239,547 because it is going to get you! ) Nature, God, the Universe- what ever you call it seems to have made things turn out this way. What's next? The evil color? The evil race? Evil is a phantom, if you believe in it then you crystallize it into your existence, in the Absolute there is no relative Evil or Good, there just is. But this is a Trecena Report and it appears I am digressing (but I am not). So...where is my head at? I have been going through a lot lately, its been wearing at me. But, I seem to get reinvigorated before I reach a point of giving up, something springs up in me and around me and I feel even more charged then previously. I haven't been seeing much energy, hearing much of anything out of the ordinary, all my senses have reverted back to almost normal (I have been seeing a little energy here and there). My thoughts in my Mind and the Inner activities have also reverted to what I would say is almost normal. I look at my wheel and it is difficult, it reminds me of what I am suppose to be doing. Are things changing? Yes! Though time has been returning to the sense of zipping by without acquiring the feel or meaning that it does when I am engaged, it is still slower then it was a few months ago before I began- when at this time the days were going by as if in a few minutes. I am not going to leave this world with regrets for not trying my best, and I know in my heart I am trying my best to bring value to this world. Whats been happening to me lately? These last 5 or 6 days I have been dreaming more deeply then normal. I have been contacted in my dreams, sending me a jolt and a message to go with it. And because of this I am now back tracking (catching up on my notes of the past, which hasn't been noted) and picking up my tracks, my journal is out and being filled with dates, being prepared. I have recorded these dreams, starting with the dream that activated this change. Thus, as I begin to fill out the Dream Calendar it will begin with this night. The nice thing about the Dream Code is it is no code at all. I simply make up a symbol on the spot in the morning as I fill it into the calendar. It takes very little time, 2-5 minutes. If I didn't dream I fill in stars. Its that easy! And my Inner Awareness repeatedly keeps informing me that this Dream Map is also a door to the dream world. I know from personal experience that if one records their dreams, thinks about them, and sees them visually as they play them back in their Mind's eye then they have clearer, longer, more vivid dreams. What does a Dream Map look like (which is without a doubt a powerful versoin of the Mind Portal- the Dreamer's Mind it closer to the subconscious as we encounter our subconscious in our dreams- we are confronted with it if we live our waking lives consciously)? I will post a smaller example I made over two years ago, imagine this at 3 feet circumference, giving more space to place more detailed symbols into (symbols that remind- I know because in this example are 5 symbols based on real dreams I had and every time I see them (as small as they are) I can remember the entire dream): By jozenbo at 2008-03-27 Making a Map is the road to Mastery! Then, when I become a Dream Master I can do great things in my sleep, I could full fill any fantasy, I could heal extremely fast (studies have proving that there are states One can reach in the Dream state that can heal long term chronic illnesses over night), I could play God and make the Universe, anything my Imagination wants. What would it want? I guess I'll find out. I have begun tracking, even though the 2nd code isn't finished. I don't need the code to keep track of what I do as I do it, I simply need to write down the key words, such as: took a bath, caught the bus, went on the forums, talked to my mother, etc. I need the code to encrypt this information into the symbols, and that will be done soon enough! Last time I wrote some rather thoughtless remarks about where I had worked, I now am catching my error and refuting it. The place I worked at has actually been the warmest atmosphere I ever worked at in my whole life, my colleges where amongst the most considerate and thoughtful people I have thus far worked with, having a good sense of humor, and it has been a pleasure to get to know them and work with them. The work simply ran out, so the firm did what any firm does...conserve it resources. They wrote me a very good reference and I already have over 10 jobs to choose from! It has been an honor to be there! As to my immediate supervisor, she was the one who got me the job in the first place, she made the decision and it is because of her I had the opportunity to work there in the first place. She's a nice person and I am glad I know her. I myself am somewhat of a flirt, so that is life. I am happy that we left on good terms today and that I am not burning bridges in my wake. As to my next job, I am confident it will be the right job to develop the experience I need to succeed. I will go into research, business management, and development of this enterprise concerning the Mind Portal at the exact right time, I needn't worry, stress, get frustrated, nor angry. Life is too precious! This is in no way digressing, its where my head is at, where my Mind is at. Seeing energy isn't as important as seeing value. Standing firm and remaining unfettered is a crucial key. Now that I am tracking once again, I am soon to enter the cutting edge of the Mind Portal, and will be able to get the most out of it, so that I can live up to the potential that is life . NOTE: I have shaved 3 times during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:51 AM
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #6 (13*5 day counts) March 28th, 2008 - April 9th, 2008” Consecutive Days:4 Total Days: 35/65 (corrected) Free Words: I am writing this 11 days late. I am rewinding my mind to report where it was at 11 days ago, so what has happened in between now and then will not be included. I have been consistent about spinning and observing my life spin for the following 3 days after I began to include the consecutive day information that first appeared in the last Uinal Report. Its been stressful looking for work (at the time I was doing this), my senses and my ability to observe are not what they could be, too distracting it is to focus on so many things all at once. This report will be short, my senses have returned to normal almost entirely. Not much unusual to report, more that things have gone back to normal. My sense of time has also returned to normal. I am not seeing that much, only a tiny bit of energy here and there. This should come as no surprise, since I have been inconsistent for several days prior to these last 4 days. I am determined to remain consistent, I want to be able to observe what happens, how can I do this if I don't do this? One odd thing that I noticed is that as I spun the wheel, I have seen red sparks coming out of it in the past (which aren't really there, how could a piece of paper start making sparks?). On the 7th of April I noted seeing blue sparks coming out of the pattern, all of them where blue, like blue electricity snaps. I was baffled by this, as prior they where red. Later on this day I confirmed a position that pays more and is more interesting then my last job. However it requires more time and energy to keep up with. I will begin on the 16th (we are going back 11 days- I have already began by now). Then, on the 8th, the following day when I spun the wheel I saw white sparks of energy and white only. Strange, why would the colors change, there is no reason outside of me for this to happen, so I suspect it has much to do with the condition of my mind. On the 9th (the day this report was due), I spun and noted seeing many different colors of sparks. Even some of the sparks changed color in mid snap, from red to blue. I have no answer for this, only the question...why? I hope to find the answer, is it my eyes, my mind, my aura; how do I explain this? NOTE:I have shaved 3 times during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:54 AM
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #7 (13*6 day counts) April 10th, 2008 - April 22nd, 2008” Consecutive Days:17 Total Days: 48/78 (corrected) Free Words: I am writing this on time! I am very tired, its been a long day. Time was beginning to speed up...that is, return to normal, but now it is beginning to slow down again. I am worn out, this makes it harder to clearly describe my experience of going into the Mind Portal. Thoughts are coming at me so fast, I seem to be going through mood swings. One moment I feel devious and destructive, and the next I feel this is a mistake, that I should stay focused and continue. There is too much to do, and even though time is slowing down again, the proportions are the same, I still have 11 hour days of work, lunch, and travel; with only 3-4 hours left over in the evening to track, eat, and do other things with. It is a difficult challenge, sometimes I feel like giving up and at other times I figure I'd rather die from exhaustion. If I am getting anywhere with this, I might see this for myself, but sometimes I wonder if that is as far as it goes. I am eager to see something someone else has done, so far all I do is read words. I don't see energy so much anymore, nor are my senses doing anything that seems too note worthy. Here and there there are things happening, but they happen so quick I hardly notice. However, lately when I watch the wheel spinning I am seeing more energy then ever before, I have noted recently I am beginning to visually see silver clouds that apparently come out of my mind and are sucked into the black void in the middle, and as this happens I briefly feel something I can't describe, as if I am in between two worlds. Reality goes by normally, but it seems staged. I feel like I am not really a part of it, and yet it feels like there are a million secrets lurking around the corner. I feel attention, but from where? Inside there is turmoil, forces are clashing. A while back I had a very traumatic experience when I recorded the 1st year on the the calendar using the 1st code I developed. Through out the year I was determined to succeed in a certain goal I set for myself, one that was to crush the devil, as I know it to be. On June the 26th of 2006 in the morning the devil came personally to end my life, there was a battle for survival. I was wedged and trapped in a parallel Universe for a brief amount of time, dream-like; but much more then a dream could possibly be. There, I felt my body being drained and shocked and as I realized I was not in reality I panicked and tried to will myself back into my body. I then felt this presence, an Entity was near. Everything about this parallel was the same as this reality, only so much more real and clear that this reality is a blur in comparison. Being a more real then this version double, the parallel bed I was on fell through the floor. I don't need to go into the details beyond this, except that I came face to face with what I could only describe as the devil. I could no longer think, I was dying fast. Somehow, I managed to get a thought out, and it was immediately to invite this Entity into me. I looked over my shoulder to see for a second this rage filled Entity hovering and flying into me. As it went in I sprang out of my bed at least three times waking up and noting how real in each case everything was. I knew in each case that it wasn't here, because it was too real. After the 4th time (maybe more I can't remember) I woke up again in the blurry place we call reality. I jumped up and danced about, I was alive and I survived a face to face battle with the devil. I remember very clearly saying out loud to myself how foolish that he'd even show himself to me, as part of his great power is that no one ever sees him so clearly, thus they can not verify him, and so he can operate in secret against everyone. I even laughed then at this. Before this I was well aware that my body was changing in ways that cannot be explained. Many weaker spirits attempted to possess me and found once they entered my body they become prisoners to a world within me that is more vast and then the one outside of me. None have ever succeeded nor have any ever escaped after making such an attempt. But this was much more eerie. Months afterwards I still would think about it, even today I do. How far in the Mind have I gone? Why would the devil personally come to kill me? Have I gone crazy? I have been reluctant to bring this up, because I am sure this will scare many people away from even considering to use the Mind Portal. But, I already mentioned it elsewhere, so why hold back here? If there is such thing as the devil, then I am certain it is trapped inside of me, making the same foolish mistake as all those other spirits. Or, maybe its just a symbol of my subconscious, that I have gone deep and found the darkness that so many hide from that is within. Or perhaps the Truth is multi-layered, a multitude of realities fused into my position in the now. I still wonder. Things are stirring inside of me, it feels like a tug-a-war sometimes. My visions go from good to bad to good to bad. Still, I maintain focus and strive to serve to liberate all life from suffering and imprisonment, to navigate the destiny of this world and time itself to remove the illusions that bind. But sometimes I am tempted to drop everything. A few days ago I woke up wracked in total pain. I have heard descriptions of what it is like to come off of heroine, every cell signals pain to the brain. I never did heroine, but I felt that this description best summed up the experience of that day. I have been spending too much time trying to get this out, this Mind Portal. Why? It might be important, I don't really know but I think that it is, that it needs to be studied. But as I strive and strive and wear myself out, I ask myself should I not focus on my own health and well-being and spirit, and leave everyone on their own. After honestly sharing the worst of it, who will possibly dare to do something like this? I have found that there are courageous spirits who have the wisdom (or perhaps foolishness) and the nerve to enter. If not for them, I would have stopped by now. I can only wonder what will happen to them as they enter, or if they will find the right keys or if their code will serve them differently or what will happen. I am, needless to say, eager to find out. The pain has subsided, I still feel some, but I do not let it control me. I don't feel like smoking cigarettes anymore. They stink! I can feel poison in my body and my sense of smell is getting much more sensitive. Tonight, after writing this, I suspect that that last cigarette that is in my pack is the last. I can think of better things to do then keep track of how many cigarettes I smoke a day. Speaking of, I have been tracking down my activities with much more care. It is not easy, as I am tired and want to do other things, even if it only costs me 10 minutes of my time though out the day, it is so easy to just ignore the tracking, but I am not folding in. I have been dreaming more then ever before lately, and I have had more dreams in a row then ever before in my life. Last night I smoked pot with Snoop Doggy Dog, then we sparred. A few days before this I had my picture taking with Bill Clinton, who insisted that he have his picture taking with me. My dreams are getting longer and longer, just as I predicted. Strangely, for the last 4 nights they have all included marijuana in some way? I smoked weed in the past when I was younger, lots of it. Who'd guess...I did lots of other drugs too (although I never did crack nor heroine!). That was a long time ago. Funny, on another forum someone compared using the Mind Portal to smoking pot and I immediately wrote several of the differences, as going into the Mind Portal is not like smoking pot at all, its much more subtle and when things happen, much more intense. But...for the first time when I was at work today I suddenly felt stoned mildly for no reason at all, though I could easily focus on what I was doing and my confidence nor ability to work was not compromised. I had lots of energy, and I burned lots of energy as my work is very demanding on the Mind. NOTE:I have shaved 2 times during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:55 AM
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| “ Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #7 (13*6 day counts) April 10th, 2008 - April 22nd, 2008 ” Continued- Other things started to happen. I began to see different kinds of portals. A new design began to appear in my mind, far more advanced then any of the ideas I have ever had. This version I use now, the one that I show is just a prototype. I have already worked out over 30 different calendars in my mind and over 20 different devices as well. But this design that appeared today is by far the most fantastic, complex, and mind boggling of any. Its way beyond me, only a vague...memory. I have neither the time nor energy to gather the information I would need to complete it. Even if I did, I haven't the resources to make it. I have many secrets, not by choice, but by lack of time- there is more in my mind then I have time to explain. This report has leaked a big one, one that I secured for some time as I felt it would jeopardize any prospects of other people ever getting involved. I figure by now, better to be straight forward about the dangers of going deep within the Mind Portal...within your own mind. Who knows what others have buried within their subconscious that they'd rather keep buried, or what will happen if people face their inner demons? Of all my secrets, I would gladly discuss any and reveal anything that is there to, one needs only ask the right questions. Even if I spent my entire life putting it all out on paper, I could at best get out only a portion of whats there, thus the rest remain secret. I suspect that if one enters the Mind Portal, everything will happen on its own and all that stuff I could never say will become known without me ever saying it, it will spring up from within. There is but a few exceptions, that which my mind keeps secret from itself, information the is time locked and activated by certain sequences and events that unfold in time, this stuff is impossible to retrieve, I can only feel that it is there in the future, I can't access it. And, this device that I have glimpsed at, I am incapable of discussing it, as it is time locked as well. Everything is starting to make sense more then ever before, and at the same time, there is so much frustration that I must deal with, patience is not one of my greatest virtues. Also, despite this I find that I am still struggling with decisions and that there are more questions and that they feel more urgent then they have been. I am beginning to see energy move all around me as I write these concluding words. This being the 7th Trecena, it corresponds to Sahasara! There is a pattern hidden in the pattern. There is more to say, at another day. NOTE:I have shaved 2 times during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:56 AM
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #8 (13*7 day counts) April 23th, 2008 - May 5th, 2008” Consecutive Days:12 (from of 23) Total Days: 53/91 (corrected) This is five days late. I continued to spin the calendar for five days further after my last report, reaching 23 days consecutively. Time began to slow down much more then ever before, it became freakishly slow. Days were stretching out and at times my body felt a panic as if the day would never end. These sensations come about now and then in life, but from day to day, increasing with each day and at every moment, there is no way this is normal. Reality all around me was slurring by. I would experience many more moments in between a second. As I'd see people walk by I could feel energy recursions bouncing back and forth from their motions and sometimes even see it. The whole sight of things around me appeared at times to warp inward like a bubble. I recall watching the clock and then in the next minute it going back an hour, this happened twice. Time itself was stretching out and I found it increasingly intense and difficult. After the second time of seeing time do this and feeling a sense of isolation from the normal reality the peoples minds are tuned into around me, I had to take a break. I recall beginning to see light within people. And I began to see on occasions streaks of reddish silver energy ripping off of objects and leaving open patches of an empty void underneath, its like looking into the nothing within anything. Everything seemed so empty at these time. The energy directly connected to the material world, as the material world appears to collapse streaming streaks of its energy backwards. Its like looking at electric light tear the scene apart for a second, then it patches itself up again. And the way these streaks ripped through, into a pattern where the material was opening up. There was so much noise in the Universe around me, I could hear so much in places so far away. And yet there was a silence inside that I never experienced to such an extent. At first the overall change seemed like hell, but looking but it was to the contrary, more peaceful then anything I recall. I find that my thoughts were going everywhere and where out of control. At one point I stepped back and watched it as a spectator and found a deeper silence still. I have been pondering how to withstand the immense blast of going in as the days build up. How to stay stabilized. I recall someone saying that I alone had to do this, and regardless of where he was coming from when he said that, I find those words of great use. I will be confronting myself as I entering deeper and deeper into the Portal. I will no longer concern myself with the result of anything, though I will strive to perform my best, I won't have to care if I try, I'll know I tried. I have stopped for the last 8 days and time has finally returning to a normal pace, speeding up and going by much quicker. I find this easier...and less satisfying. I will be returning soon and this time I will have the second code complete. As I recall I was able to get times done many, many times over with the first code, as I was able to use my time better. I had more control of my mind, I could force myself to do what I focused on much better. I know, I used it and found this out. The new code is 3000 times more precise then the previous and offers more control bottoms. This translates to Power! Focus! Control! I also recall seeing energy when spinning the wheel more intensely then ever before to. I was beginning to have more intense multidimensional sensations as I could see and feel days flashing through my mind as the symbols flashed them at me. Invisible trails of energy winding, rolling, and curving about in so many different ways. I began to notice a different kind of energy trail, one that reached out slowly like a branch in the wind, but having a rushing pulse like a river as it swayed. It would connect to trails forming around a field outside my body. At this point is is beyond any doubt to me this isn't doing anything. This is becoming so much fun! I can enter a different world, way different then the one every one knows. This is changing reality, as my mind is a part of reality. Thus this is changing reality. The perception shift is incredibly powerful and undeniable. In a day I will be working with the new code and able to focus and force myself, while spotting oncoming destabilizing patterns and avoiding of transmuting them. It is obvious and clear there is a huge difference between making a map and tracking it stationary and that of spinning it. If the map is spun, the affects on the mind are very intense and one enters a different state of mind, one that keeps changing and changing, getting more intense and further away from the reality that is so normal, easy, and boring. To use the calendar without spinning it still gives a powerful ability to command one's own mind as they have something to focus the patterns of their mind against! There is no question about this anymore to me. I am enjoying this, this is going to be so much fun!!! NOTE: I have shaved 1 once during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:58 AM
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #9 (13*8 day counts) May 6th, 2008 - May 18th, 2008” Consecutive Mind Portal Spinning Days:0 (from of 23) Total Mind Portal Spinning Days: 53/104 (corrected) The Uinal observation report will be merging into the Trecena observation report from here one. To save time. The overall report will open with some free thoughts and then categorize which of the senses is undergoing abnormal perception and as well try to define what is sensed. So I will now begin with some free words... Free Thoughts Not much to say, things are fairly normal. I feel calm, relaxed, unconcerned. I am conserving my energy and keeping it settled. Whatever attachments I have had I am letting go of. They will hold me back. I haven't spun for some time now, times gone by pretty quickly. I am no longer paying attention in the same way. Tonight I will begin spinning once again, the code needs only 2 or 3 hours more complete. It should help to stabilize then returning. Observation of the 10 Senses 1. Feeling/Body -Normal, comfortable, relaxed. 2. Hearing -Normal. 3. Seeing -Only a tiny bit of energy here and there. 4. Smelling -Normal. 5. Tasting -Normal. 6. Intuitive -Natural 7. Mental -Unattached 8. Karmic -Unconcerned 9. Universal -Held 10. Void -Here 3 Questions 1. Have you experienced anything out of that which is ordinary for you? In these last 13 days, no...things are settling to what could be said to be normal. Though, from my perspective, after going where I went, nothing really seems normal anymore. 2. Are you up-to-date on keeping track of your life and observing its unfolding patterns on the calendar? Stopped these last 10 days, I have some back tracking to do. The code is 2-3 hours from completion. 3. Have you done anything unusual in your conduct or are the patterns of your routines any different? Not that I can think of. NOTE: I have shaved 1 once during this 13 day period. |
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07-20-2008, 09:59 AM
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #10 (13*9 day counts) May 19th, 2008 - May 31th, 2008” Consecutive Mind Portal Spinning Days:0 (from of 23) Total Mind Portal Spinning Days: 58/117 (corrected) Free Thoughts I'll make this brief. I spun for the first 5 days then stopped to focus on getting the 2nd code finished. It is finished now. After stopping time began to slow down, though not as much as it did before. Other things began to happen as well. I began smelling places at remote distances. In these last days I have felt Light radiating from within me. It lights up my mind, and I see many more things which are easier to follow then before. I can feel the center of so many places, and I find my mind to be communicating in so many different ways and places. I am seeing several places at the same time at times and feeling many presences spread out. That the 2nd code is finished, this is exciting. I can now begin to burn fresh tracks, and locate my position with more precision. It is 3000 times more focused then the 1st, and the structure itself is finally sinking into my mind, the vehicle is ready and purring. There was something incredibly powerful about merely burning tracks with the first code, the process of doing so brought a lot out of the deeper regions of my subconscious. The compounded thought that formulated the 2nd code should make it an improvement of the 1st code by 3000 times or more. I will be able to delve far deeper and faster into the depths of my mind using this! Observation of the 10 Senses 1. Feeling/Body -Normal, comfortable, relaxed. 2. Hearing -Remote. 3. Seeing -Seeing more of energy here and there. 4. Smelling -Remote parallel places. 5. Tasting -Improved. 6. Intuitive -Tuned 7. Mental -Flowing Unattached 8. Karmic -Balancing 9. Universal -Steering 10. Void -Light is coming out of the void. 3 Questions 1. Have you experienced anything out of that which is ordinary for you? The 2nd Revolution Code is Finished! 3000 ready!!! 2. Are you up-to-date on keeping track of your life and observing its unfolding patterns on the calendar? Now that the code is finished I can zero in on the moment and take aim!!! 3. Have you done anything unusual in your conduct or are the patterns of your routines any different? Now I will see the patterns directly as I begin to burn fresh tracks!!! NOTE: I have shaved twice during this 13 day period. |
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| “Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Originally Posted by Jozen-Bo Trecena Observation #11 (13*10 day counts) June 1st, 2008 - June 13th, 2008” Consecutive Mind Portal Spinning Days:7 Total Mind Portal Spinning Days: 65/130 Free Thoughts It has been 13 days since my last Trecena observation, though I have experienced it as being much more than that. When I run my mind back through time up until that point in time, I find it reaching a vast distant more then usual, and the feel of both its passing and memory of passing feels more like a good month or two. I feel time in many different ways. It would take some time to distinguish all the differences. I didn't reach 13 spins, though I am not worried about this changing. By the next Trecena observation I will have 26 or more and surpass my previous record. I LOOK forward to it. I have decided to change how I keep records. If I spin a day, I add one, if I don't I subtract only 1. This feels more accurate at this point. I am relaxed. It is becoming even more complicated then before for me to explain what has been happening. The very thought of doing so overwhelms me at this time, so I won't even bother trying. Instead I will go straight to the 10 senses. Observation of the 10 Senses 1. Feeling/Body -The full range. I am going to resume Kriya Tantra Yoga to relax even further, staying relaxed, calm, and centered is crucial if I am going to descend into the depths of Mind. 2. Hearing -I have been hearing sounds amplified many times over. A few days ago I listened to the ultrasonic sounds of some bats flying outside by my place. There where about 30 or 40 of them flying in circles catching bugs to eat. I could even hear their wings flapping from a good distance, the sounds many times louder then normal. Other sounds too I am hearing amplified. 3. Seeing -For a while I have been only catching glimpses of energy, enough to put the experience in my code. Then, nothing happened for 2 days and I began to wonder, I didn't see anything. Then, just yesterday I saw very clearly a stream of silvery white energy coming out of my wife's stomach. I looked away three or four times as I played my guitar and sang. Over a period of 10 minutes I saw the energy the entire time. It was flowing like a stream, a current of silky ether milk, perhaps the word Chi best describes what I have seen. It most certainly feels right to call it Chi, when I think about it, it was Chi. So I can see Chi, like the Ancient Oriental Masters...sometimes! Or maybe its called Prana? I'll have to pay closer attention to see if there is enough sensation to cause me to distinguish between these two. I need to start naming the energies I remember seeing, so far I could list about 60. Though, in this last 13 days I have seen roughly only 5 or 6, while seeing this Chi flow consistently for the first time. It would definitely be 1 to add to the list. 4. Smelling -My sense of smelling has been unusually sensitive. Odors stand out, I smell them many times more then before. I sometimes can smell as many as 30 or 40 odors from a single breath. 5. Tasting -My sense of taste has improved and so has my appetite. Not enough to emphasize too much. 6. Intuitive -AWESOME!!! Nuff said. 7. Mental -My mind is running through so many thoughts each day, more then ever. I recently hit a deep point in my mind and both heard and felt something within myself speak to me. I can easily distinguish between when I made the thought and when not. I didn't make it, it sounded like someone telepathically speaking to me. But it was my voice. The amount of energy my brain used when hearing was like a kick in the head. Whether it was an automated response from my subconscious or actual telepathy doesn't concern me, I was rather amused at the message, which was short and very brief. It said with intense aggression "GET THE **** OUT OF MY MIND". I had to laugh then and I laugh now. Whatever function in life it is that keeps us where we are actually crystallized into this confrontational experience. I confronted myself for a second. I am not going to listen. I doubt that was even the true intent behind the message in the first place. 8. Karmic -Free. The bonds of bad karma broken. I cannot suffer attachments as I have. 9. Universal -Waves of information are flooding my mind. I can see how to do things and make things possible that would sound absurd and unbelievable. I have reached a point where there are things I simply cannot say. Lips have sealed. Still, there are other things I could easily say, but something of my mind won't even begin to allow it, it seems to override my ability to decide to share the knowledge. Some of it is flat out time locked. 10. Void -Not like that 23 day stage of clarity. But I feel things building up. I am preparing my mind, body, and heart to navigate into the void. 3 Questions 1. Have you experienced anything out of that which is ordinary for you? Yes! 2. Are you up-to-date on keeping track of your life and observing its unfolding patterns on the calendar? Yes! 3. Have you done anything unusual in your conduct or are the patterns of your routines any different? I have been adjusting to the use of the new code, and I find that as I scribe it down a great deal runs through my mind. This system is building upon the spinning system and the sum is greater then the parts. I will soon add Kriya Tantra Yoga to help stabilize myself while at the same time adding to the results an even greater sum. Also, for the first 2 days while I was writing the code into place, I could see swirls of energy moving through my hand and connecting to the paper, and swirls of shadowy energy coming out of the paper where the symbols where scribed. I felt like I was in a very deep trance while doing this, and I felt as if I was outside of time itself, not entirely here physically, in two places at once. NOTE: I have shaved 3 times during this 13 day period. |
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