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Thanks, and as for PHYSICAL bi-location IDK. I am not sure if it is truely physical, or if it is like Astral projection. or like the Rainbow body described in Autobiography of a Yogi. It is really hard to tell from most Christian literature. I mean technically everytime someon projects they are bi-located but most people can't see them... some can. I also know that some projections are more easily visable than others. Some are even palpable and can move objects.
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Yes exactly. I agree with the spread of experiences you detail... all I can add is that I have heard physical bilocation stories a while now, not just Catholic but also in Taoism for example, and from people I trust as well. But from my own experience I certainly can't confirm.
You're quite correct about being able to move objects; in the Bardon system there are ways of temporarily strengthening the projected body to where it can do even more work and be more visible, going beyond the usual 'one third body weight' kind of limit... but is that the same solidity as absolutely physical? When I am more advanced maybe I'll get the chance to experiment.
What you said about your experience, 'passed out on the castle floor', and the subsequent split consciousness between 'here' and 'there', is extremely interesting. I have heard of it happening before but this is somewhat more involved than anything I've heard of. I can tell you what comes into my mind immediately.
It sounds a little related to what in the shamanic traditions they call 'loss of soul'. What has happened is that a conscious part of you is living life somewhere other than the physical. 'Soul retrieval' in shamanism is all about regaining those lost parts of soul... but what is interesting is the 'split into 3', with the other two being probably on balance much 'better' in life terms than the physical life.
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also heard of people who are able to notice higher parts of themselves constantly, in the way you describe. (And we do have so many elements on so many levels.) But what you are describing is different, I feel, because it seems to be actively interfering with living life fully here. Psychologically perhaps there is reluctance to be fully present in the physical, because the non-physical is just as real and a lot nicer. If so that would account for the lack of bodily drive...
I don't know if that makes sense to you. If it does, this is the sort of thing one can gently explore, to understand what part of oneself is sapping the energy. That kind of thing is very common, but yours is quite an extreme case owing to the longstanding multilevelled awareness...
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I've read stuff from other cultures, only to think wow! I didn't know anything about that, but I've been doing it for years.
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Heh, yeah exactly.
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I have a decided lack of ability to stick to anything any more. I forget to take my supliments, when I am busy with other things. In theory I totally agree with co-ordinating soul with body, but it seems that despite my good intentions mine have had some sort of divorce. LOL I've been trying for years to get back into my body more, but I still feel like I am in perpetual OBE, and only remote viewing my life. I still manage to get things done, but my body drags behind me every step of the way. It really doesn't seem to work right any more.
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Yeah that kind of confirms what I am thinking. Have to say, I'm not surprised that you didn't get anything from conventional docs! They don't know anything about this stuff.
Yes your soul is in some sense unnecessarily 'split' between places. I don't know if I'm communicating what I mean. The point is: one can be aware of multiple zones simultaneously, but it doesn't have to involve any of that drag, reluctance, lethargy, lack of willpower and inspiration in the physical. The upper astral and heavenly zones can actually be a source of power in this world, helping to drive yourself.
A way to see it: everyone has certain aspects of him/herself that need to be here, focussed on earth, to be body-centred. As long as those aspects are present and you are in touch with them, you can be aware of other places continuously without any problem. But if those 'bodily spirits' if you like, want to be anywhere other than here, your body itself starts to suffer energy loss from a lack of desire to be incarnate.
Now I hope this doesn't sound impertinent! Perhaps we should take this to pm or something, and of course it might be totally wrong. But if it rings a bell I can think of quite a few things you could do that might start to change it all around, both psychologically and energetically.
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I wish I had more time and energy for doing work. I have been caught in that sandwich between raising my kids, and caring for my elderly mother for years. My husband also requires time and attention. Overall I spend most of my time listiening to, and caring for my family. It is quite emotionally exhausting, especially in my condition. I wish I could feel more free to travel, or get out into the community more.
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Sounds like your life is ultra-busy with a lot of commitment and responsibility... I appreciate how tough that can be, I really do. But I do think there could be ways forward for you and you have to remember that if you can't look after your own self you start to be less effective for others as well....
I hope I haven't crossed any lines with this post! I feel for you and your situation is quite unique but it doesn't sound completely incomprehensible to me. Like I say I think there could be ways forward you haven't tried yet. Tell me if anything I'm saying registers with you.
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